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[30 Mar 2004|08:02am] |
some good news
got tickets to davemathews
im leaving for south carolina in 4 days
my mom gave me the ok to find my dad
chloes comming for a week
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im tired of being tired
im tired of being screamed at by my family
im tired of school
im tired of snow
im tired of homework
im tired of being sober all week
im tired of waking up early
im tired of waiting for summer
im tired of hating my appearance
and im tired of writing in this journal.
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[18 Mar 2004|08:27am] |
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ms woods doesn't know how to teach.she sent us to the library today because she didn't feel like teaching us....im not complaining
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[13 Mar 2004|05:09pm] |
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[13 Mar 2004|04:38pm] |
i swear
i update
my livejournal
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[10 Mar 2004|03:34pm] |
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Have you ever
1. Kissed your cousin?: No
2. Ran away?: No
3. Pictured your crush naked?: yes
4. Actually seen your crush naked?: hmm
5. Broken someone's heart? i think so.. :/
6. Been in love?: indeed
7. Cried when someone died?: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have?: yes
9. Broken a bone?: actually, never. craziness
10. Drank alcohol?: ofcourse
11. Lied?: yeah
12. Cried in school?: yeah i have..the last time was when guidance called my mom up and told her that i was suicidal...hah that was funnnn
Which is Better
13. Coke or Pepsi?: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP?: Sprite
15. Girls or guys?: guys
16. Flowers or candy?: flowers
17. Scruffy or clean shaven?: scruffy
18. Quiet or loud?: mix between the two
19. Blondes or brunettes?: blondes
20. Nice or playas?: Nice
21. Tall or short?: tall
22. boxers or briefs?: boxers
With the Opposite Sex
23. What do you notice first?: face/eyes
24. Last person you slow danced with?: um..i think this dj at alyses sweet16 "rob"
25. Worst question to ask?: .........
26. Showered?: wha?
27. Had a great time with the oppostie sex?: yes :-D
What is
28. Your good luck charm?: i don't have one... :(
29. The person you hate the most?: hate the most...john frank
30. The best thing that happened to you today?: talking to brian in art?
Favorite
31. Color(s)?: blue and green
32. Movie(s)?: fightclub, 25th hour, requiem for a dream,dirty dancing
33. Magazine(s)?: hmm
34. Subject in school?: i hate school
35. Ice cream?: sounds weird but its amazing: breyers banana fudge chunk
36. Holiday?: Christmas
37. Season?: summer
38. Breakfast food?: waffles with fresh fruit and a tinny bit of whipped cream
39. Place to go on your honeymoon?: someplace either tropical(hawaii) or beautiful (london, paris, greece)
Who
40. Makes you laugh the most?: chloe <3
41. Makes you smile?: most people
42. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them?: funny feeling? is that bad or good?
43. Has a crush on you?: ?
44. Do you have a crush on?: hmm
45. Can make you feel better no matter what?: chlo,steff,jack,erin,mel
46. Is easier to talk to, guys or girls?: It depends on the situation
Do You Ever
47. Sit by the phone waiting for a call all night?: Not ALL night...
48. Save AOL conversations?: in middle school i did it ALL the time
49. Save E-Mails?: i save most of my emails
50. Wish you were someone else?: sometimes when im mad at myself
51. Wish you were a member of the oppostie sex?: nahh
52. Cried because of someone's mean words?: Yeah :(
Best/have you
54. Cologne?: gap blue
55. Kiss?: best kiss?
56. Romantic memory?: hm..i dont know
57. Most recent advice given to you?: from my steff...she watches over me <3
58. Fallen for your best friend?: i dont think so
59. Made out with "just a friend"?: yeeah
Have You Ever
61. Been in love?: Yes
63. Used someone?: No
64. Been used?: Yes
65. Been cheated on?: Yes
66. Been kissed?: Yes
67. Done something you regret?: Yea
Yes or No
68. Keep a journal?: yup...like 1000
69. Like to cook?: not at all..i suck at it
70. Have a secret you have not shared with anyone?: yeah
71. Fold your underwear?: nope..throw it right in the drawer
72. Talk in your sleep?: nah
73. Set your watch a few minutes ahead?: haha nope i dont even own a watch
74. Bite your fingernails?: nope
75. Believe in love?: Yes "all you need is love"
Last
76. Song that was stuck in your head?: Davemathews/warrenhanes- cortez, the killer
77. Person you've called?: steff
78. Person that's called you?: jack
79. TV show you've watched?: room raiders
80. Person you were thinking of?:
Do
80. You wish you could live somewhere else?: Yeah, everyday
81. You believe in online dating?: no
82. Others find you attractive?:? some people i guess
83. You want more piercings?: yeah
84. You want more tattoos?: i want A tattoo.
85. You drink?: yeah
86. You do drugs?: some
87. You smoke?: yeah
88. You like cleaning?: no
89. You like roller coasters?: some...but the really big ones freak me out
90. You write in cursive or print?: print
Have You
91. Ever cried over a boy/girl?: way too many times
92. Ever lied to someone?: Yup
93. Ever been in a fist fight?: nope
94. Ever been arrested?: Nopee
Number
95. Of times I have been in love?: real love? once.
96. Of times I have had my heart broken?: way too many times
97. Of hearts I have broken?: not sure
98. Of girls I have kissed?: 1
99. Of people I consider my enemies?: i don't really know
100. Of CDs' that I own?: many
101. Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: THE newspaper? or A newspaper..?
102. Of things in my past that I regret?: many
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[06 Mar 2004|11:46am] |
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Guess what
im seeing the allman brothers band on march 25th.
Guess what
chloe is comming home in 3 months
Guess what
its the weekend
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[03 Mar 2004|06:16pm] |
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i can't wait 'til summer, but spring is a great start <3
schoool was uneventful
and after it i walked to steffs (at a bad time heh) and then we walked to kds...watched room raiders..steff broke her tv..blahblahblah<3
leave me something wonderful?
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| i don't really know if this quiz is true...? |
[02 Mar 2004|08:25pm] |
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| katie is hott<3 |
[02 Mar 2004|07:28am] |
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brendonprice asking who wants to write about the primarys ;/ |
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yess so im in journalism and the space bar barely works
been a while since i've updated haha. no one does work in this class...everyone is either voting for senior mosts or looking at livejournals.
sitting next to the sexy allie...ohyes she is writing a "bs review on the producers"
stupid girls are still being bitchy to me...it is kind of funny actuallyy. because they talk when i walk by them in the hall and whisper..hehe ohhdearr. girls are just so sweet to eachother arent they.
im horrible at updating this...apologies. i just dont have time. ;/
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[24 Feb 2004|04:42pm] |
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zachs burning me the dmb live in madison square garden cds...he said there is like 3 of them...im so happy. i love him<3 mybrittbritt
i learned how to waltz...its a crazy dance
andd the weekend can't come soon enough.
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[22 Feb 2004|06:02pm] |
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but now it is over.
i hate school so muchh i would give anything for summer right now. anythingg.
back to routine
back to annoying people
back to work
back to waking up early
yuck.
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[22 Feb 2004|12:19am] |
ok. girls are mean.
mean
mean
mean.
and i feel kind of bad right now because a different girl is upset because of me. but i didnt do anything wrong. so im sad about this...but its ok. it was blow over eventurally.
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[21 Feb 2004|12:27am] |
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mm tonight i went to tjs house with steff and shapiro...for band practice? ehem...nice of the band to show up. hehe we chilled there and then jm picked us up with mattyk. went to find a "parlay" hah it was funn<3
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| actually i take it back... |
[17 Feb 2004|01:33pm] |
have you ever been all upset and annoyed..and then you talk to someone about it and they make you realize that its really you that are causing the problems?
funny feeling.
well i'm back to myself again, nice and happy. no worries. sometimes i just think too much...and forget to sit back and relax and let things happen. i put too much effort into things.
consider me relaxed.
leavemelove
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[17 Feb 2004|11:16am] |
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guys annoy me
sigh.
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| dancing nanciess...just had to share |
[16 Feb 2004|12:37pm] |
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Could I have been
A parking lot attendant
Could I have been
A millionaire in Bel Air
Could I have been
Lost Somewhere in Paris
Could I have been
You're little brother
Could I have been
Anyone other than me
Could I have been
Anyone other than me
Could I have been
Anyone
He stands touch his hair his shoes untied
Tongue gaping stare
Could I have been a magnet for money?
Could have been anyone other than me?
Twenty three and so tired of life
Such a shame to throw it all away
The images grow darker still
Could I have been anyone other than me?
Then I look up at the sky
My mouth is open wide lick and taste
What's the use in worrying, what's the use in hurrying
Turn turn we almost become dizzy
I am who I am who I am well who am I
Requesting some enlightenment
Could I have been anyone other than me
And then I'll
Sing and dance
I'll play for you tonight
The thrill of it all
Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes
But I'll work it out
And then I
Look up at the sky
My mouth is open wide lick and taste
What's the use in worrying, what's the use in hurrying
Turn turn we almost become dizzy
Falling out of a world of lies
Could I have been a dancing Nancy a dancing Nancy
Could I have been anyone other than me?
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[15 Feb 2004|05:21pm] |
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past two nights have been so much fun
all i can say:
1. i lovee steff and melissa
2. <3matt and friends
3. my body is a movie and your penis is the star...starring yourr pennis
4. toms porn store is fucked up...but i like the underwear there
nowyouknow.
leavemelove
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| im curious what people have to say about this...tellme. |
[12 Feb 2004|04:36pm] |
Standed
she is wide awake
in restless sleep.
Nocturnal has mislaid his elegance
nothing but the darkness encompasses those eyes.
When the universe loses her graceful collection
as everything fades from brilliant to dim
gloom covers all.
quick and painless, she slashes
she cannot take it any longer
covered in complete darkness
she lays her faith in all that is uncertain
living in a world without grace and peace
searching for the light in each slice of her arm
with a final incision.
Lifted by her faith, beams of the desired grasp the limp
in the palm of his hand he embraces the soul.
Peace
The blood ceases to decant
the engravings of her endless faith fade
and with one final glance at the nocturnal world,
an awakening of beauty once more.
Now she lays on ol' nocturnal's elegance
every night in deep slumber.
Embraced by the splendor she is weightless
darkness will never again bring about her demise.
The luminous cluster expunges the anguish
the abhorrence of the darkness depleted by the elegant illumination.
leavemelove.
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